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:: lets get drunk, no. let's get plastard. :: [03 Jan 2005|08:18pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | lets get fucked up- start trouble ] got a new journal. ppl we're talking shit, and being gay. so i'm making it friends only. heres_myheart_ okay. thanks<33333 how much do u you love me

:: MERRRRRRY CHRISTMAS. HO HO HO :: [25 Dec 2004|10:04pm] [ mood | rushed ] [ music | gilmore girls theme song..haha<33 ] okay. today/yesterday have been great. it's really weird. it's been the best christmas, ever. i ALWAYS fight w/ my parents on christmas- dad always tells me i'm not greatful for anything. and this year it was really good. i don't want it to end. =/ last night i went over to my aunt lynnie's<3333 jsut chilled. ate, hung w/ my cousins. opened presents. got money. =] yay! went into the kitchen and there was a bottle of captin morgan, and i said something about taking it home. and my aunt, mom, and dad we're all like blah blah saying something about i would'nt be able to keep it down. they ended up giving me 9 shots!<3 and let me take it home. i dno, mom and i we're drinking mixed drinks untill 12. =] i was drunk as fuck! threw up. haha yaaaaaaah. aj called. talked to him untill 2. fell asleep around 3. woke up this morning at 7!!! I HATE gettin up ready! =[=[ but yah, opened presents. got EVERYTHING i wanted, and more. after i opened all my presents, i put gilmore girls in, and fell asleep. slept untill 2. took a shower. aj called, meet up w/ him around 430? hung out w/ him untill 730-ish. glad i got to see him! i had fun. =] mm came home, mom and i went out to see if anything was open. was'nt. so came back home and ate. and have been watching gilmoregirls non stop since. i <3 that show. i dno why. haha talked to aj for alittle. he wanted to do something, but i think im just gonna stay in tonight. i have'nt even STARTED paking. but hey, i'm cortney- that's what i do. haha. gettin up early tommrow. mom wants to get some shit for the trip. ima go w/ her to get food, magizenes and a coloring book for the plane ride=] lol. alright, im out. better start packing or something. ima be back on the 31st. i dno what i'm doin to new years. i honestly have'nt even though aboutit. last thing i hurd was jons? but i dno about it soooo i guess we'll see. ima have the cell so if u need to call. but don't feel bad if i dont answer. haha I LOVE YOU!! <3333 cortney maaarie. =] merry christmas, fuck head! how much do u you love me

:: can i be your memory? :: [23 Dec 2004|10:43pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | heeey lady- obi ] break's been okay. nothing MAJOR. loooove being outa school, tho! been hanging out w/ allie, aj, and all them, as uaual.<3 not as much tho. mm don't really remember what all i've done. been working like a mother fucker. stn @ allie's tuesday. went to ale house. watched napolien dynomite.<333 yesterday aj came and got me, we went and saw meet the fockers. i love it. then came home, we chilled for awhile. then i went to work. came home, parents we're being gay. would'nt let me out. so i snuck out. went and got my bottle from katie. came home. aj came over @ 2. he was drunk as FUCK. was talking outa his ass 1/2 the time.</3> allie, aj, and i. haha my fav pic! =] jon took this pic, and said he was gonna send it into pimp my ride. haha i swair, it's impossable for us to take a decent picture. oh well. <333 katie, me, santos, and lu. b4 one of the basketball games. aaaaand this is what happends when alcohol is involved. lol. allie ashleigh and me @ passens. good times<3 ( Read more... ) 8 <3|| how much do u you love me

[19 Dec 2004|03:07pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | faith ] yesterday was pretty gay. my dad was being stupid as fuck. but me, julie, and aiden went to the hair place. and i got my hair cut/highlighted. don't know if i like it. color's alright. aburn. it looks kinda weird if you ask me. but its REALLY short. =/ after that, i came home and helped my mom do some shit, then went out will aj. went to get food, then i game him his present<3 then chilled untill like 730? came home, my dad's christmas party had already started. so i had to go around and say hi to everyone. it's so damn weird b/c everyones like OMG CORTNEY, THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU, YOU WERE STILL IN DIAPERS!! im like mm kay? yaaah, then me julie kevin and the baby went and got allie. came back here, called the boys and they came over. 1st they meet my dad =/ uuuugh. was'nt so bad tho, i guess. then we went inside and we watched fooootball. mm FuN! haha, then just chilled. then at like 1130 we were all out by aj's car, and we started taking RANDOM pics. well, jon did. he took like 5728957 of me and aj kissing. haha well, maybe 2. but w/e. i look HORIABLE in all of them. but they are the HEY CORTNEY *click* kind. so w/e. after being out in the cold for like 45 mins they left. allie and i came inside, got food- and watched like 20mins of NOW AND THEN. what a good movie. then went in my room and talked to our boooooys. haha there were like 4 ppl left around 12/1230 that we're drunk as shit. haha my mom was like THEY WONT LEAAAVEE. then fell alseep around 2. got woken up around 10 by my dad, my aunt was here to see the baby. so i went out there and talked to them for like 5 mins, and went back to sleep. aj called at 11 wanting to do something, i was still sleeping. so i told him i'd call him back. i got up and took a shower, then me and allie went up to subway and walgreens to drop her camera off. ate, came home, and got ready. went and meet aj, and went to target. aj gave me my present! he got me the NEEW mitch cd, and tootie rolls<333333333 what a fucking sweetheart. we of COURSE we listended to mitch the whole way home. let allie drive. she's alot better that what she usted to be. =] droped her off, now i'm not. got work tonite @ 4, then stn @ allies. hell yah. oookay. that's it. iFUCKINGloveYOU <3cortney ( but i gotta think twice, before i give my heart away ) 2 <3|| how much do u you love me

:: THE ONLY FAMILY THAT SHE EVER HAD WAS HER 7 HORNY BROTHERS AND HER DRUNK ASS DAD :: [17 Dec 2004|10:39pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | SCOTTTTY DOESNT KNOOW ] week's been good i sopose. went by FAST. finals. think i did good on all of them.. x-cept bio. =/ of couuuurse. mm worked like 3 days this week. like my job. suprise. i dno- it's gonna get old tho, i can already tell. got drunk thurday night. mmm FUN! razberry smirnoff<3333 =]=] haha mom did'nt make me go to school today. it woulda been pointless. so we went shoping. got my digital camera<3 i like it alooot. got some stuff for allie, and my brothers. yah, then came home and slept untill like 3. =] i<3sleeping! haha, then woke up. and i had like a few missed class and i was like wtf? i didnt even hear/feel it vibrate? so i checked, and it's BROKE. =[ went ot he nextel store w/ my mama, they dno whats wrong w/ it. gettin a new one for christmas. <3 but then tonite, it worked? i dno, w/e. sooo @ like 7 i went and got allie- and we went to ale house. while we waited we went into the sports store and saw thsi girl ashleign that was in my drivers ed class. <333 it was so weird, b/c i was thinking about her the other day. hah. i think me, her and allie are gonna chill tommrow. bartram boys? lol allliiie. then aj called, him and zack where there. then we got our tabel. went and sat down, ate, and then left. WAAS going to go get more <3rasberry<3 stuff, but i did'nt have time. kevin, julie, and adien came up. so i had to get home to see them. i've been chilin w/ lil adien for like awhile now. it's weird. i'm kinda afraid of babies. not AFRAID. but i think ima hurt them or something? i dno, maybe i'm just weird. talked to kevin for a long ass time. i think once the baby goes to sleep, me and him are gonna go out. he's got a fake ID =] yaaah. why the hell can't he live here? haha i dno. gonna get my hair cut/dyed tommrow. still not sure what color? i think im just gonna get hilights. maybe an aburn or something. that's what allie's mom says. so i think ima look into it. allie's coming w/, i hope. and gonna get her hair did, too. <3 parents are having a party tommrow nite. mom's lettin us drink. allie's coming to that, too, i think. then either going out w/ ashleign or out w/ our boys<33 i feel like i have'nt hung out w/ ANY of them in so damn long. =[ it sucks. but oh well. i have all damn break. only 9 days till x-mas. can't wait. i feel like i'm REALLY spoiled this year. i've gotten soooo much stuff. and everyone else has like 5 presents. and i have 5728475- oooor. alot. hah. i dno. =]=] 10 days till cali. YAAAH! it's gonna be a blash. kay, im out. LaTttErr ppl who leave ANONYMOUS COMMENTS ARE GAY <333 how much do u you love me

:: if you steal my sunshiiine :: [13 Dec 2004|07:35pm] [ mood | depressed ] okay, offically today was BAD. i dno even know why. it was insaine. like, i got up this morning and i was just like UGH I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL. but i knew i had to. but my mama let me sleep untill 640, then went to school. 1st i slept alot and did some work. and in 2nd i just wanted to go home so bad. i was in a horible mood. i just wanted to cry. then i got a note saying i had to go to guidance. but we were going final review so i could'nt. so after 2nd i went out in the court yard and talked to lu and kt and i just started crying. i don't even know why. they were like OMG WHATS WRONG and i was like i dno. so i went to 3rd and i just broke down. i was IN TEARS. and i've NEVER cried @ school. and everyone was like WHATS WRONG WHATS WRONG. so i told mrs brand i had to leave and she was all trying to be my friend. i was like get the fuck away from me. so she let me out. and GO FIGURE the one fucking person i wanted to talk to was'nt there. allie, i miss you like crazy. ur the only one that EVER understand and u left me ALONE. =[=[ i dno, so i went into the bathroom and kt was there and she was all trying to talk to mebut i REALLY did'nt feel like talking. so i went to guidance and everyone in there was like OMG WHATS WRONG i was like god damn stfu! went back to 3rd and everyone was being so nice to me. i was like mm yah. then i FINALLY stoped crying and mrs brand yelled @ me telling me i was going no where in life. i was like dang <33 went to lunch and kt got me mcdonalds<3 went and ate and then just sat there. 4th, me and jennifer for out for the miss mandarin thing. i dont want to be in it, i just hate my 4th prd. class. went home. went to the mall to shop for last min. x-mas shoping. saw deanna<3 did'nt get anything. talked to my mom when i got home. she thinks i'm more than bipolar. yay. i've got a psychiatrist appt. on thurs. thank GOD. even tho i hate going, maybe they can tell me why i'm so damn depressed. =/ i dont even know what the fuck is wrong w/ me. school.people.aj.mydad.grade. i don't even know anymore. it's crazy. oh well- what can you do.   i'm out. iloveyou 6 <3|| how much do u you love me

:: what a bright time, it's the right time. to rock the night away. :: [12 Dec 2004|01:31pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | hey lady - obi ] school went by so slow last week. it was really pissing me off. wensday- aj ended up coming over around 7. left @ 9-ish. =] fun stuff. thursday- mmm al came home w/ me to make shirts for friday. so we went to michael's and got shit. came BACK to my house, we had no idea what to put on out shirts. and she was like "well i had this idea...." and i LOVED it. so we went BACK to michael's and got more stuff. saw her mama there. lol. on the way home we did'nt feel like sittin @ the light turing onto st. augustin so we cut thru the st joes church parking lot. and allie was like "i wanna go to tj's grave" we so went and saw it. went to adam goss's. oh gosh that was so sad. i cried. =/ me and allie stayed there for awhile, talking and what not. i<3her. came home, i got online. allie was lookin @ the year book from when i was a freshman. made shirts. her mom came and got her. friday- school... mm FUUUN! don't really know what all went on. went home- and went up to work to get all my shit. left, meet my mom at the mall to chirstmas shop. i got a bunch of stuff. got everyone's presents! i was like geeze, go me. haha, yah. then went home and got ready for the game. lu picked me up.. went and got kt. haha oh lord. lu got a shit load of stuff from her house. and the whole way i was like CHUGGING it. kt brough beer. so we got to the game, drunk as fuck. meet up w/ allie and jon. allie was gone. so we went up and sat down. went and sat w/ aj. then i was randomly talking to ppl i did'nt know. haha i love it. then was talking to anna, erika, and erin 1/2 the time<3 love those girls. then risa called.. meet her outside so she could go pee.. somehow LOST her. so we went and sat @ the jr benches. and talked. cops came out and told us we had to go back inside. someone was calling my name, it was donald. (3rd prd) went and said hey to him. then went back inside. blah blah. mmm, after the game, me and santos could'nt find lu and kt. and they we're our rides. found them, then left. went over to the publix's parking lot.... mmm. saw aj. talked w/ matt and david for awhile. AND THIS IS WHERE THE DRAMA BEGINS:: lu and molly have shit between them. so @ the game, molly told camy curtus to kick lu's ass. so we're at publix, and camy shows up talkin shit how she's gonna kick lu's ass. lu is standing RIGHT there. so lu and matt go kinda away so they can talk. and camy see's lu and is like talkin shit. and lu's talking to matt so shes like CAMY... SHUT THE FUCK UP and camys like blah blah and goes over there. so matt's like lu just go get in ur car and leave. and everyones all like YAH FIIIGHT. i tired to get over to lu but i could'nt find her. so i see walt and i go over there. and lu, kt and santos are in the car. so im like okay, great they are gonna leave me. lus like CORT GET IN THE CAR so we leave. and some black dude kicked the burban. and lu was PISSED. camy and lu settle everything? haha. so were back @ the parking lot w/ matt david and a few other random ppl. drinking and what not. sopost to be home @ 1130, it was like 2 till.. so i called my mom and told her i was just gonna stn @ kt.s SAT- woke up @ 1045, sopost to be @ work @ 1030. so we got ready and went to work, getting there at like 1110. one of my boss's, amanda, was like HEY GIRLS. so yah. work is cool. i like it so far, i guess. came home after, and went to sleep. woke up @ 4 got ready- and went to my aunts for my cousin's birthday. my friend christy was there, she wanted to got to her friends house, so i went w/ her. it was really weird. so we left and went back.just hung around there untill 9 i guess? came home. lu called, she picked me up. went to her house for awhile. sopost to be home @ 1130, did'nt get home untill 130. thank god for some reason i had soffees in my car. so i changed and went inside and my mom was sleepin on the couch.she was like did u just get home? i was like wtf mom, i woke you up when i got here, i could'nt find my phone so i went out to my car. lol so then went to sleep. and ashleigh, risa, dan, and a few other ppl kept calling me and waking me up. aj called, talked till 3. woke up this morning @ 11. so i could help my mom do some shit. uuugh. work @ 4. sucks. but im out. <3333 i loveyou cortney RIP:: GRETCHEN COLDFELTER- WE LOVE YOU. allie, i love you baybe! bffl <33 2 <3|| how much do u you love me

:: this is tha carta, so hold on to ya teenage taughtaa :: [08 Dec 2004|05:25pm] [ mood | mischievous ] [ music | ThA CaRtAa- lil wayne<3 ] so this week is def. going by insainly SlOooW. i just want this weekend to go ahead and get here already. this weeks been alright. nothing too big. MON- school. then had to stay after for satety net. hell yah, i have a C in bio, now! =]=] i was freaking! haha but yah, stayed after and got out @ 3, instead of 330, and i was NOT about to sit there and wait a 1/2 and hr. so i called kt and she came and got me. went home, and brit called. wanted me to go to the y w/ her, to see if this kid justin was there. went there, he was'nt. and i wanted to go home. but as we were walking out, he was walking in. so she was like AHHHHHH but i was like- kay no. i'm leaving. TUES- testing. but i could'nt miss 1st. soo yah, went to school. slept in homeroom<3 yay. then blah blah. got class rings. mine is cute i guess. it's pink<3 but, i think everyone else's looks better. i'm jelious. oh well. mama picked allie and i up from school. came to my house, and we went TANNNINg. i have'nt been in soo long. i'm FRIED. well, not so much anymore. but yesterday my boobs, legs, and face were like WOAH red. lol. mm then came home, and that's abooout it. ToDaY- was late to school. mrs. boyd offically knows me by name. she was like MS HARDIMAN, LATE AGAIN I SEE. im like okay, wtf. that's NOT cool. it's just b/c damn mrs brand/mrs harris ALWAYS write me up, so me and her are like biff. i<3her tho. she's cool. so yah, went in, and she called my mom. my mom was like mmm okay? she was late? why are you calling. haha. i love herr. so went to 1st and what not. did some of my american history homework i did'nt finish last night, witch was a BUTT LOAD. and went to sleep. 3rd- mrs brand almost had me in tears, shes such a whore. i can't stand her. oh well. i'm almost outa that damn class. thank the LoOrD<33 mmm after school mama picked me up, and kt had no ride so we took her home. then i took her to work, b/c i needed to get some InFo. came home, aj was sopost to come over- last i hurd. but i have'nt called him yet. ima try to get some homework done, first. dno if i'll go thru w/ that tho. allie was'nt at school AGAIN. i swair, she's never there. lucky lil BiA. juuuuust kidding. i need to call her, for sure. okay. i'm out. oh, and if your going to leave a comment.. PUT UR GOD DAMN NAME. <33 thanks baybe! iloveyou <33 cortney 2 <3|| how much do u you love me

:: well, i guess it would be nice. if i could touch your body. :: [05 Dec 2004|02:43pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | faith-- limp biscuet ] so this weekend was'nt the greatest.but i guess i had fun. FRIDAY- mm came home from school, went and took a drug test. witch took FOREVER. came home and had to do a whole bunch of shit. allie and i we're gonna go tanning and then dinner since we could'nt go to passen's untill 10.  then my mom came in my room CRYING and asked if i could stay home w/ my brother for awhile. so i was like freaking out, so of course i did. mm did'nt do anything-- and aj called. so he came over for awhile. i made him watch will and grace w/ me. =] haha. then we went in my room while i cleaned some, got ready, and packed for allies. he watched tv and made fun of my room<333 what a sweetheart. hahaa. mm he left around 7 i guess. then i went and allie. tanning was closed so we we're just gonna go get something to eat. said she was ready, was she? no. of cooourse not. haha. so we made this fucking AWESOME cd. it has like all the 90's, old as songs. we were rockin out to them holy shit. so we left her house around 8 and went up to the mall. just ate at the food court. mmm. i was in a hyper mood so i was being really gay. left, and allie wanted to drive. so i let her. =/ oooooh god. as much as i DONT want to-- i need to start lettin her drive more, b/c her mom does'nt let her and she's gonna be gettin her lisence in less than 2 months. so yah. hah. came home and talked to my mom for awhile. then we went over to allie's. and watched some home movies.. kinda. then jon came and got us, and went over to passens. we were one of the last ppl to get there. and allie and i were like going crazy. we were so damn hyper. haha, then we all started drinking or what not. i was gettin kinda pissed. cause i had like 3 mixed drinks, and i was'nt even tipsy. so then allie comes out, and was like HOT TUB? and me her and ashleigh we're like oo hell yah. so we got in for like, 30mins. jon and aj we're being gay. so we got out. and since our undies and bras were wet, we stay stood in the bathroom for awhile so they could dry and put out clothes back on. then aj came in the bathroom w/ me and i was picking little fuzzies off my sweater and he started freaking out. he like got in my face and was like WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM and blah blah. i was 4real about to cry. i was like damnnn okay. but w/e. then we went out in the living room and watched passen and his brother play maden. bruner came and talked to me for awhile. then i made aj come sit w/ me... yah i had to MAKE him. =/ oh well. then i got like 3 beers and i was happy/ =] no1 would take us home, so we stayed untill 2. me and ash stn @ allies. SAT--  ash had to work early so she woke us up. talked and allie and i went back to sleep. aj called at like 10 and we talked about him yelling at me. he does'nt remember. mm. i left at like 11 b/c my cousin, autumn, was having her birthday party at my house. so i came home, helped my mom w/ some stuff and went back to sleep untill 1. then went to publix to get some shit for my mom. came home and ppl we're already here. got ready and helped my mom w/ the food. and by that time, everyone was here. hung w/ my 5yearold-aweswome-as-shit cousin, jon. <3333 in love. and then cousin joey and my best fucking friend came over, JUSTIN!! it was awesome to see him. went and got allie. came here and watched mean girls w/ joey and justin. theeen thats about it. allie and i wanted to go tanning but we just stayed here. theeeen my mom and dad came home from eating. and i felt like SHIT. my stomach felt really upset so we watched LaGuNa<3 and life as we know it. allie needed her shit and i did'nt feel like driving, so my mom took us. got some movies and came back here. took some medicine and it made me sooo tired. feel asleep @ like 10. i could tell allie was pissed. but i felt like shit. today have'nt really done anything. still don't feel all that great. slept untill 1. aj called. talked for like 5mins. got up, ate, and whatnot. aj called again. talked about our nites and stuff. now, my mom is gonna take me shoping for CaLiFoRnIa stuff. can't wait untill we go. then the mall, and target. somethings up w/ her-- and she STILL won't tell me. i'm kinda worried. oh well. schooll tommrow. mm FuN i'm out. <3333 iloveyou 14 <3|| how much do u you love me

:: my nana takes off her wig when shes drunk :: [30 Nov 2004|07:23pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | jingle bell rock- mean girls <33 ] did'nt go to school again today. felt like SHIT. i feel sooo much better tho. was on the phone w/ aj for like 2 hrs last night. <33 got off @ 1 and felt bad. so my mom and i watched big daddy. was gonna go to school late today, but i did'nt want to. went to the doctors @ 3-ish and was there untill like 5. talked to aj for a lil. and jon called. talked to him for awhile. had to get MORE blood taken. i swair, my arm is gonna be blood-less. this is like my 6th time gettin it done. aj was gonna come over, but my mom was being gay. she's like I DONT WANT YOU GETTIN AJ SICK blah blah. =[ but we're hanging out tommrow, i hope. took my camera to get developed. prob will put some pics up there later. then kt came over to show me HER pics. they were cute. haha, thats it. 1/2 day tommrow. i kinda WANT to do to school. and i promised myself- no matter how sick iam i can't miss anymore days of school. i wanna get my bio grade up. so i dont have to take it for the 3rd time next year. haha i have a D in there.. so im all good. okay... im out. I FREAKING LOVE YOU! <33333 I'm Kristen from Laguna Beach! Laguna Beach how much do u you love me

:: when a niggas givin attitude, park it like its hoooot :: [29 Nov 2004|04:03pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | DrOp iT liKe iTs HOOT ] ALRIGHT. mm don't really know when the last night i wrote. but lets start w/ school last week? had mon,tues,and wends. they we're all okay i guess. mm thurs woke up @ like 2 to get ready to go to my aunts. got ready in like 10mins. amazing. went to my aunts and i was STARVING. so i ate like a fucking cow. hung out w/ my cousin's... lol. then got online and talked to ppl and then played mario tennis w/ jonathan. he beat my ass. =/ hah. went home arooound 830 or so? kt came and got me and anna called. she was up at msa and wanted to "talk" to me about some stuff? so we went up there. drank on the way<3 aj jon walker and all them endedup playing football while we were there. meet callie. then talked to aj and easley about what we were gonna do. mm they left to take showers and me and kt went to see some ppl. and we were in beth groculsky's hood so we went and saw her!<33 talked to her for awhile. then left. allie and i got in a fight. it was all good, tho. aj called and he was over at fluge's house- went over there. got home around 1145 and went to sleep. friday, woke up early and went to allie's wanted to go back to sleep, but did'nt. i don't know what all we did that day. went to target and alberson's. got.... stuff. then went to my house b/c my rents were both gone. =] it was fun. it was like me aj jon allie and walker. fun? mm anyways, they watched mean girls for awhile. i dno what the fasonation w/ that movie is. aj finds it funny tho.soo aj and walker left at like 5 and i didnt go to sleep, i just cleaned and shit. allie's mom came and got us @ like 630. and we went back to her house adn slept. mom found out i had ppl over. not in too much trouble tho. thank god. i just have "limotations" now? yaaah witch won't fall thru i can garenty it. but w/e. sat we all went over to passen's house. got home around 1. went to sleep. sunday went to the craft thing w/ allie and her mom. saw my mom and talked to her for a lil then went around and looked at shit. then went to the mall. allie and her mom ate and then we went and talked to deannna<333 omg i LOVE her. then went and talked to easley and passen. got home around 6. aj was gonna come over, but i was just too tired. and i needed to clean my room. did'nt go to school today. felt like shit. buti'm okay. byyye <333 2 <3|| how much do u you love me

[20 Nov 2004|01:26pm] * my mama and lil aden.<33 soo cute! * 2 <3|| how much do u you love me

:: scotty does'nt know that finona and me do it in my van every sundayyy :: [20 Nov 2004|01:02pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | sublime- what i got ] hey kids. welp, school yesterday was okay. mm 1st- did nothing as usual. 2nd- still had a sub.. did a worksheet and then talked to kara most of the time. had  a BAD headach, so i slept. and i had a dream that my mom's plane crashed. so i was freaking out. =/ 3rd- mm i hate that class. mrs brand wrote me up- AGAIN. i swair, thats liek what.. lucky # 9<33 i don't think i've ever been writtin up this much in like, one class. oh well. mm lunch was lunch. 4th- was actually REALLY gay. i was having really bad cramps like all class. i was about to cry. meet allie, her mom got us, brough us to my house, got my shit and then went to moes<333 jon and walker came up there, too. saw risa and laura. mm took walker home, and then went and got our nails done. soo cute by the way! mine are black tips w/ a pink line. and allies and pink and orange<33 went to allie's and got ready. jon walker and charlie( who by the way im OFFICALLY in love w/) came and got us, and then went to jons.  got the stuff, and aj and walt got there. then some other random fucks came, i'd never sceen before. but w/e. griff came and me and allie road w/ him to get ashleigh from work. fun stuff right there. mm.. back to jons, played a few drinking games and what not, and watched dumb and dumber<33 ahh that movie never gets old! mm then somehow jon got on the subject of my teeth and saying they were big. i dno why but i was like really upset about it. and then the random ppl kept saying shit to me about it. i was like flipping out. and then walter told them what was up. lol i love that kid. then SOMETHING happends- and i cant for the life of me remember, but i got soo upset and i started to cry. lol yah ima weird drunk. but then i went outside and walt and i had a heart to heart. haha random. while we were talking ppl acrost the pond were like.. stripping on their balcony. cuute.  then outa NO WHERE.. here comes walker butt ass naked running to the pool. and he ran acrost the volleybal court and i guess he did'nt see the net and he got closedlined. omg me and walker were like CRACKING up. i fell off the lil wall thing i was sittin on. oh lord then went back inside and thats pretty much all i remember. this morning, woke up at like 8.. yah. 8. =[ but me, griff, ashleigh, and aj all went to hardys, and ate. then they took me to krispy keam<33 then went back to jons and i fell asleep. al's mom came and got us, went back to allies and we were gonna watch big daddy, but i could'nt find it. so i fell asleep and allie got online and ate. mom came and got me, and we went and picked up the brother. saw pics of my nephew=] he's ADORABLE! i can't wait to see him. and my older brother is in love with him. <3 haha now i'm waiting for my mom to get outa the shower, she's taking me shoping. =] i dno what's w/ here these days. shes always like SHOPING? hah, but yah. dno what im doing tonite. all i kno is FLORIDA vs. FLORIDA STATE fuck yah!   LETS GO NOOOLES =] k bye.<33 2 <3|| how much do u you love me

:: i'm a barbie girl, in my barbie world :: [18 Nov 2004|06:27pm] [ mood | rejuvenated ] [ music | OFFSPRING- pretty fly for a white guy <3 ] mm this week at school has been weird. i dno, dad's been outa town ALL WEEK. =]=] wooo. haha yah. got progress reports, did alright. mom says she needs to start being "strict" about my grades. she says that every year, and does she ever do anything about it- no. <3 haha i love her. but annnyways. i was so excited about friday, b/c my rents were going to tampa and letting me stay here, so i was gonna have the usual over- but now they are coming home friday. =[ so i think we're just gonna go to jons. fun stuff. well, im turning in my application @ the coves tommrow. i kinda hope i get the job. weiiird- me wanting a job. but w/e i need money. mmm yah. i'm glad im staying at allie's b/c we have'nt been together ALL WEEK. it sucks, ass. b/c usualy we are like ALLIE ALLIE ALLIE-CORT CORT CORT. =[ it's kinda sad actually, i miss her like crazy! i made her something last night when i was really hyper and ima bring it over tonite, b/c i have to take my stuff for tommrow over there. okay, nothing else to say. bye i<3u how much do u you love me

:: i became a friend, a friend would like to haaave :: [14 Nov 2004|01:28am] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | tim mcgraw- live like u were dying ] okay, so i def need to stop taking those damn survays and actually WRITE in here. okay sooo last time i wrote :: holloween horror nights- omg so much fun. allie and her mom picked me up, got ready and left and got aj and went to mcy d's and met up w/ jenna, kenj jon and walker. jenna's ear was bleeding INSAINLY. so we waited untill it was better and drove to OrLAnDo. mm didnt do anything when we got there, and went and ate. then to the hotel and the girls had like a major girl talk, it was fun. blah did nothing and walker and jon went swimming or something? i dno, then we went to hhn. it was soo scary im not gonna lie. like every5 mins. i was like AJ COME HERE!! b/c all the scary ppl would be like by me! poor thing, i practly toor his arm off. lol but yah then came back to the hotel and did the usual... =] was up untill like 5 and got up at liiike, 10. me and allie went and got food, and brough it back to the room. and then went to margaritaville <33333 then got some stuff and left. on the way home i was so fucking car sick. all i wanted to do was go home. then allie's mom droped me off at home and i slept untill the next morning. school was gay the last couple of weeks. i'm now @ my allie's house. this weekend has pretty much sucked. mm last nite i was gonna come to allie's but my dad was having a FIT about me always coming over here or w/e.. soo mm yah that was no-go. so i stayed home and did NOTHING. watched a movie and what not and went to sleep. today, did nothing. mama took my to target to get stuff for the baby. OOH! the 10th:: kevin's(older brother) g/f had the baby! =]=] we're going to see him this weekend i think. i REALLY wanna see him, but i wanna stay home so i can have ppl over. but i kno my rents are gonna be like blah blah u have to go it's ur brother. sooo yah. but then left target and went home, took a shower, got ready, talked to allie, and went to my aunts for my grandma's birthday. it was okay i guess. i <3 my family. haha. came home and my father took me to allie's. he was being gay about me going out. so we just stayed home and chilled. it was actually pretty fun. i dno. we're in the middle of one of our DEEP TALKS they are fun, im not gonna lie. haha. tommrow i think im gonna go apply @ target. as much as i DONT want a job, i kinda want one. i feel bad that my parents are constantly buying me stuff. i mean, even when i HAD one, they still did but i atleast KNEW i had money. haha i dno im weiiiiird. but im out. later <3cortney marie how much do u you love me

:: if u want it, u can get it, lemme know :: [11 Nov 2004|02:53pm] [ mood | working ] okay, im bored outa my mind, and though i would do this <33 .: 10 songs you love :. + can you keep up -dc + that new kelly clarkson song + goodies + paint me a burmingham + back when + suds in the bucket + turn me on + EVERY rjs song + sunshine + rough and ready .: 9 things that make you smile :. + sleeping in + tootsie rolls + bud light + aj <3 + moes + allison michelle clodfelter + cold weather + msa'ing it w/ the boys<333 + MITCH .: 8 things you wear daily :. + lip gloss + undies + bra + jeans/shorts + cami + perfume + cell + make-up .: 7 things that annoy you :. + waking up early + when the phone rings when ur asleep, and no1 picks it up. + rules + stuck up people + boys + my PARENTS + school .: 6 things you are looking forward to :. + moving out + getting married/having kids + LEAVING MANDARIN + california w/ my allie<33 + going to collage + my parents going outa town =] .: 5 things you are scared of :. + drowning/being buried alive + loosing someone close to me + gettin in a wreck + that pig/wolf thing from SAW =/ ahhh + dying .: 4 people you talk to daily :. + my mother + allie + aj + katie .: 3 foods you could live off of :. + a sherman clump from MOES + nachoes from taco bell + pretty much any kinda of cereal .: 2 unforgettable moments :. + 1st day @ mhs + gettin caught skipping w/ lu matt and andy. good times.. .: 1 person you could spend the rest of your life with :. + i honestly have no idea... 2 <3|| how much do u you love me

:: miss hilton you must be worth a trillion bucks, get the feeling that u dont really give a fuck :: [07 Nov 2004|06:18pm] [ mood | hungry ] \\ spell your name backwards: yentroc \\ have you ever had a song written about you: mm.. i have no idea. \\ what song makes you cry: concreat angel \\ what song makes you happy: i dno alot. \\ what's your all time fav. song?: i dont really have one \\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: my fan \\ height: 5'3-5'4 \\ hair color: blonde \\ piercings: double in both ears. \\ tattoos: none Right Now . . . \\ what color pants are you wearing: jeans \\ what song are you listening to: nothing. \\ what taste is in your mouth?: a pudding pop<3 \\ whats the weather like?: dark \\ how are you?: tired motion sickness?: not at the moment, but i get it really bad. \\ have a bad habit?: yah, biting my nails and cussing. //get along with your parents?: depends on the day \\ boyfriend/girlfriend: ummm kinda? not really? \\ have a current crush?: aj \\ have a big regret: oh lord, where do i start? Favorite . . . \\ tv show: laguna beach, o.c and life as we know it. \\ conditioner: w/e \\ book: go ask allice. \\ non alchohol drink: pepsi \\ alchohol drink: bud light \\ things to do on the weekend: drink and hang w/ allie and the BoYs<3 Have You Ever . . . \\ broken the law: oo hell yes \\ ran away from home: nope, well when i was like 5. \ \ snuck out of the house: yep. not alot tho. \\ ever gone skinny dipping: yah \\ made a prank phone call: im so over that shit... are we in 3rd grade ne more? \\ tipped over a portapotty: no, that sounds so over rated \\ use your parents credit card: yah \\ skipped school before: yah! \\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: nope \\ been in a school play: yeep \\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yah. \\ had children: no, but i cant wait to. \\ been in love: yah i think \\ had a hard time getting over someone: yesss. \\ been hurt?: too many times \\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: no Random . . . \\ have a job: yep 2 \\ your cd player has what in it right now: mitch, or this country cd walt let me borrow \\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: pink \\ what makes you happy?: alot of stuff. \\ the next CD you're going to buy: no idea. When/What Was the Last . . . \\ you got a real letter: prob a family member \\ got an email: no idea \\ thing you purchased: a movie ticket \\ Tv program you watched: uhh... laguna beach \\ movie you saw in the theaters: the grudge. soo scary omg \\ kissed: friday nite \\ hugged: last night. \ \ place you were [ besides home ]: target \\ phonecall: aj \\ you were depressed: this morning when aj/allie called \\ you were in the hospital: mmm 9th grade, when david findly was there. When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . . \\ car: lancer \\ murder: scary \\cape: vampire \\ penis: pen \\ cell: phone \\ shoe: laces \\ fun: beer \\ crush: aj<3 \\ music: mania \\ chalk: sidwalk how much do u you love me

:: if carrots got you drunk, rabbits would be FuCkEd Up :: [29 Oct 2004|10:15pm] Firsts First best friend: gary clay<3 When i was like.. 0 haha First car: tha lance First date: uhhh no idae First real kiss: i think it was 6th grade? First break-up: andy grham..3rd grade haha First real break up? matt, 9th =[ First screen name: i don't even remember First self purchased album: hanson or spicegirls<333 First funeral: my GREAT aunts. First pets: sallly! that dog was the SHIT. *RiP baybe girl* First piercing/tattoo: uhh ears, summer going into 9th First credit card: never First enemy: R.J FORD! don't EVEN get me started on that lil punk. First musician you remember hearing in your house: no idae Lasts Last cigarette: ummm @ allie's during dummer, we were fucking DRUNK as shit. <3 Last car ride: tonite, coming home from dinner. Last good cry: last nite. Last library book checked out: no idea. Last movie seen: in theaters? Napolian Dynamite Last beverage drunk: pepsi of COURSE Last food consumed: alfrado.. macaronie for grownups<3 mittch! Last phone call: allie Last time showered: last nite Last shoes worn: black reefs Last cd played: MITCH OF COURSE Last annoyance: my mom being up my ass about taking my medicine. Last disappointment: mm.. not going out tonite. Last time wanting to die: i dno Last time scolded: if i knew what that ment...? Last shirt worn: white cami Last Web site visited: aim.com Last word you said: byyyye Last song you sang: suds in the bucket What is in your cd player?: mitch What color socks are you wearing?: none What color of underwear are you wearing?: blue, pink and white poka dots What's under your bed?: shit What time did you wake up today?: 6:20 Future Where do you want to go?: WANT to? sana fea oooor fsu. What is your career going to be?: i wanna be either a wedding planner or a interior decorator. Where are you going to live?: prob here. How many kids do you want?: 4 What kind of car(s): jetta Current Current mood: tired as fuck Current music: none Current taste: alfrado Current hair: up Current longing: to go to sleeeep/ orlando Current desktop picture: me and my allie<3 Current favorite artist: rjs? Current book(s): i jsut fucking rad 2 books in like 4 days. none for awhile! Current color of toenails: paaank Current time-wasting wish: wtf Current hate: being sick My name is: Cortney! I may seem: like a brat But I('m) really: am a nice person. Sometimes I feel: shitty In the morning I: get outa bed I like to sleep: all the FUCKING time! If I could be doing anything right now I would be: leaving my damn house Money is: the ruit of all evil haha GOOD1 One thing I wish I had is: a normal family. One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: i dno All I need is: sleep If I had one wish it would be: true happiness Love is: something that i really want to find. okkkkay, im out LaTeRr how much do u you love me

:: you look at me and think that i'm just a young girl but i'm not just a young girl :: [29 Oct 2004|06:29pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | goodies? ] okay, woah. it's been like 485753 days since i've writtin in this thing. i don't even remember the last time i did. i know it was b4 homecoming, tho. and that was fun! i had a blast. even tho it was me and allie pretty much the whole time! haha, aj and jon did'nt really dance w/ us too much. but i still had a f-ing blast. i kinda wish i went last year. b/c allie said it was better last year. but i still though it was fun. mm after we all went over to jon's and stayed over there. WOW i had soo much fun! it was a bunch of ppl, pretty much the usual.<3 mm okay. nothing happend the week after.. last weekend was pretty fun tho! friday we all went over to thomas's house..(me allie aj jon..) it was fun. drank.. of COURSE<3 stn @ allies.. sat. allie stn @ my house and we went up to ale house, kt and lu meet us up there. came home around 11-ish? i dont remember. thenn this week had been pretty gay i guess. i've been sick and just counting the day's unill HaLLowEeN hOrRoR nIhgT!! we're going tommrow and i'm soooo exciteddd! okay.. my week:: MON: mm i felt like SHIT in the morning. so mom let me sleep in, but i had a ton of stuff i had to do for bio. and i could'nt miss. so i went for 3rd and 4th. came home, and slept. TUES: mm i felt okay in the morning, so i went for 1st, and by the time it was over i wanted to go home so bad. so my mom came and got me, i came home and went to sleep. WENDS: mm did'nt go to school @ all. had a doctors appt. brochitis(sp?!) i dno, but my head, throat, and chest are KILLING me. it's crazzzy. but yah came home and slept all f-ing day! THURS: wen't to school. felt bad allll day! but w/e. the days go by fast . i came home, and kt called and i talked to her for awhile. then we went up to the mall for like 20 mins. then went to dinner w/ my mom, brother, and grandparents. aj called while we were on our way there, poor thing, his car broke down AGAIN. i wanna buy him a new car..lol. yah thennn ToDaY: friday.. FINALLY. school was okay, besides the fact my head hurt sooo bad, and all my sinus pressure. it was horable. but i made it. then after school i came home and talked to my allie. who i have'nt sceen since MONDAY! i kno! i kno! i was like woooah! then i went to the bank to get money out for tommrow... =]=]=] OrLaNdO! haha then meet allie up @ the nail place and got our nails done. mm.. talked to aj on the way home and now i'm just sittin here. i don't think i'm doing anything tonight. b/c my mom is being all gay about me gettin my reeest. mm good1. i think she might take me out to dinner tho. i hope, i hope! olive garden? and aj said he might stop by later on tonight, b/c he does'nt think anything is going on. =] welp, orlando tommrow. it's gonna be soo much fun! i seriously cannot wait. it's gonnnna be:: me, allie, jon, aj, walker, kenj, and jenna. allie's mom or course, sam and sam's friend. going to ioa sat night for horror nights. i'm not gonna lie, i'm scared! i've never been and lu and kt told me it was scary! ima be like crying! haha. mom's gonna get us some ALC<3 can't wait. but i'm out. this was really a pointless entry but i have'nt writtin in soo long! so i'm out. LaTeR!!   <333 Cortney   how much do u you love me

:: your all i ever wanted, your all i ever needed.yaaaah :: [11 Oct 2004|05:03pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | NSYNC <3 ] okay, so the weekend was fun. friday .. stn @ my allie's. aj picked us up... went to jon's to watch some of the baseball game. haha fuun. griff came over for alittle and nowhere to do, so we went to kaleigh's house b/c her mom was'nt there. mm went over there.. fun i guess. untill aj fucking threw up everywhere. poor thing. =/ haha. got home around 2, went to sleep. sat.. dont really remember. mm worked @ 7. fun stuff <3 sunday, made twin day shirts. they we're cute as shit. then went to look for my homecoming shoes. i really love them. no joke. haha. today- school was school. it was fun. mmm got a new 4th prd. i can tell already, it's gonna be gay as shit. but atleast i can get a good grade in there. mm after school- allie came home w/ me. it was a fun ride let me tell YoUU! haha. mm went to eat @ moe's. <333 i sawir, the ppl there KNOW us by now. ashley gudzak was there. i havent sceen/talked to her in FOREVER. she's georgus! i hate her.. lol. i miss her. talked about some stuff. then me and allie went tanning. theeeen to get our nails done. oh lord what a time there. i swair, ppl must love us. b/c we make friends WHEREEVER we go. <3 we were talking to these 2 older ladies. they were soo cute tho. and this creepy black guy ina moomoo came in. told me i was a knockout.. mmm YUCK!! haha. left, took allie home. aj called adn talked to him for awhile. <3 love that kid. yah came home and told my mom and dad the story about the nail place. mmm FuNn! so i really can't wait for homecoming. i swair, i'm like 2957 hours untill HOMECOMING!! haha <33 it's gonna be a blast. i'm talking to MY JON (allie <3<3) right now about thrwing down for a hotel. i <3 having friends that are older. haha it's gonna be on the beach! can't wait. <333 okay, i'm out. LaTeRr <3 2 <3|| how much do u you love me

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